I admit I was very nervous. It's been a long time since I've shared stories with other people and it's been a long time since I've written so much and so intensely. At the same time I am happy that I can finally say: The website is ready.
Welcome. You are about to take a look inside my head and see what ideas are haunted in it. There are quite a few. But I can also say that it was a tough road to get here. Two months ago I felt like I was losing a part of myself. Writing has always belonged to me. I was the girl with the notebook that kept her head in the clouds. I couldn't read a book or watch a movie without my head going crazy. However, the older I got, the more I felt the pressure from my surroundings to be realistic. To put other things in the foreground. Grow up.
I gave in to the pressure. I didn't trust myself and my desires. I tried to do justice to everyone else, but not to myself. And the longer I was haunted by self-doubt, the harder it became to return to writing. I never completely lost it, but I felt if I stay on this path, one day it will completely go away.
Fortunately, thanks to my husband, I put out my feelers to the Writing Community on Twitter and found people there, who helped me motivate me to write again. People who had gone through similar things and gave me confidence that I could get creative again. And so I am here now.
Spinning stories has become part of my everyday life again. And even if my self-doubts sometimes drag me down, I'm happy about it. I want to work on myself and maybe give one or the other a moment of rest with my stories. I look forward to exchanging ideas with you.
Your Vivien
Hi Viv,
lange nicht gesehen/gelesen.
Schön, dass du wieder zum Schreiben gefunden hast.
Viele Grüße
Christian (der aus dem damaligen Travar-Forum)